Hello,
I really need some help on my desperate situation. Any help would be much appreciated.
I had a very bad fight with my next door neighbour back in April 2012 when I lived in a small student apartment in Footscray, and been living in fear of my life because I believe my ex-neighbour (and her boyfriends + friends) are trying to kill me.
Brief details on fight:
My neighbour was a young Muslim girl (Lebanese, I think). We got into a argument, then she threaten to bash me with her boyfriend. I ended up having a fight with her boyfriend next day but we made up afterwards and agreed not to fight or talk to each other. But she still abused me the next day, so I got really angry and I started saying very offensive things to her.
I ended up hating her. IMO she was nasty and hardcore from the start, and obviously I didn't like her because she was very rude and aggressive towards me. I'm sure she hated me, too, didn't like me from the start and probably wanted to kill me when I started saying racist, hurtful things to her.
The fight lasted 2 weeks and during those times, I said things like "ugly midget sandmonkey", "Muslim is the most fked up religion" so many times. She promised to get back at me but guess I didn't care at the time because I still abused her.
She moved out few months later, but I was worried about her taking revenge because she was hardcore and furious at me for all the things I said.
About year later, I noticed some unusual occurrences (still continuing today) and a few months later, various events lead me to the conclusion that I was being monitored and someone's after me. I got really scared and paranoid because they seems to have access to plenty of resource. So sadly, I've been living in fear for past 4+ years and I spend most time at home because I'm worried about my safety.
I ended up moving to a nicer apartment in city but things didn't change as I expected and now I live in apartment in Southbank under same circumstances.
Without going through the details of all events which lead me to the conclusion that someone's after me (and they have access to plenty of resource and are also consistently monitoring me and have been for past 4+ years), let's just say that my assumptions are correct. Obviously, I don't want live in constant fear and I believe the only way I can live peacefully if I can get them to forgive me.
In my opinion:
Reason why someone's after me: Revenge, because they hate me for things I said/done.
Who: My ex-neighbour(and her boyfriend) + their friends
- I can't think of any other person that would want to take revenge on me.
- I'm the person they hate the most (by far), I'm pretty sure no one's ever offended/hurt her by say things I said, and I've said it over and over again.
- She was pretty hardcore, got offended easily, and very aggressive/unforgiving. e.g.
1. I got into argument with her at the start in front of four other tenants and she got offended because I called her a liar then said "you are being rude at me, if my boyfriend was here, he'll bash you up!"
2. Her boyfriend aggressively questioned me about the argument then told me to f**k off.
3. I got angry because of that and yelled out "ugly b***h" few hours later, then her boyfriend ran out of the room and punched me on the head few times.
4. I spoke to her boyfriend afterwards and she agreed not to fight/speak to each other, but next day she still abused using f word.
5. She abused me with f word when we saw each other in building.
6. She got angry easily and threaten to bash me over nothing, and when I called her "ugly b***h" they attacked without any hesitation and she was still pissed off me even after her boyfriend punch me. Then what would she want to do to me after I said much worse stuff to her over and over?
This is just my assumption but I think they might have connections with Lebanese crime gang and/or getting support from Muslim organisation.
I really need some help on my desperate situation. Any help would be much appreciated.
I had a very bad fight with my next door neighbour back in April 2012 when I lived in a small student apartment in Footscray, and been living in fear of my life because I believe my ex-neighbour (and her boyfriends + friends) are trying to kill me.
Brief details on fight:
My neighbour was a young Muslim girl (Lebanese, I think). We got into a argument, then she threaten to bash me with her boyfriend. I ended up having a fight with her boyfriend next day but we made up afterwards and agreed not to fight or talk to each other. But she still abused me the next day, so I got really angry and I started saying very offensive things to her.
I ended up hating her. IMO she was nasty and hardcore from the start, and obviously I didn't like her because she was very rude and aggressive towards me. I'm sure she hated me, too, didn't like me from the start and probably wanted to kill me when I started saying racist, hurtful things to her.
The fight lasted 2 weeks and during those times, I said things like "ugly midget sandmonkey", "Muslim is the most fked up religion" so many times. She promised to get back at me but guess I didn't care at the time because I still abused her.
She moved out few months later, but I was worried about her taking revenge because she was hardcore and furious at me for all the things I said.
About year later, I noticed some unusual occurrences (still continuing today) and a few months later, various events lead me to the conclusion that I was being monitored and someone's after me. I got really scared and paranoid because they seems to have access to plenty of resource. So sadly, I've been living in fear for past 4+ years and I spend most time at home because I'm worried about my safety.
I ended up moving to a nicer apartment in city but things didn't change as I expected and now I live in apartment in Southbank under same circumstances.
Without going through the details of all events which lead me to the conclusion that someone's after me (and they have access to plenty of resource and are also consistently monitoring me and have been for past 4+ years), let's just say that my assumptions are correct. Obviously, I don't want live in constant fear and I believe the only way I can live peacefully if I can get them to forgive me.
In my opinion:
Reason why someone's after me: Revenge, because they hate me for things I said/done.
Who: My ex-neighbour(and her boyfriend) + their friends
- I can't think of any other person that would want to take revenge on me.
- I'm the person they hate the most (by far), I'm pretty sure no one's ever offended/hurt her by say things I said, and I've said it over and over again.
- She was pretty hardcore, got offended easily, and very aggressive/unforgiving. e.g.
1. I got into argument with her at the start in front of four other tenants and she got offended because I called her a liar then said "you are being rude at me, if my boyfriend was here, he'll bash you up!"
2. Her boyfriend aggressively questioned me about the argument then told me to f**k off.
3. I got angry because of that and yelled out "ugly b***h" few hours later, then her boyfriend ran out of the room and punched me on the head few times.
4. I spoke to her boyfriend afterwards and she agreed not to fight/speak to each other, but next day she still abused using f word.
5. She abused me with f word when we saw each other in building.
6. She got angry easily and threaten to bash me over nothing, and when I called her "ugly b***h" they attacked without any hesitation and she was still pissed off me even after her boyfriend punch me. Then what would she want to do to me after I said much worse stuff to her over and over?
This is just my assumption but I think they might have connections with Lebanese crime gang and/or getting support from Muslim organisation.
